1st Magickal work in months...

oh boy I was so sick yesterday. Still feeling it today too. But at a little bit lesser degree at least.
I did my 1st deliberate magickal working yesterday. Twice even. It was in the form of a bath ritual.
I've noticed when I do bath rituals. (I've only done two and they've both been with calling upon Isis).
But they do indeed seem very magickal and mystifying. Something magickal happens with the candle wax.
Is it any wonder. I'm working with water and calling out to an egyptian goddess. Makes sense to me.

With this candle. (I used a white candle this time). When the wax dripped down the candle and ran down
the candle holder, touching onto the surface of my bathtub, then reaching out to the water. Not touching the
surface of the bathtub at all. But it formed away from the tub. Like it was reaching out to me or my bathwater.

For my ritual I did not look up any spell or anything. I was too sick. And just went on instinct.
I knew that I wanted the healing properties of dead sea salt, rosemary essential oil, my words to Isis, and
a white candle.

I poured in the sea salt into my hot steaming water in a dossil circular motion, dropped a few drops of
rosemary pure essential oil in my water, lit my candle and got in. Chanting over and over and over:

May the love of Isis and Osiris heal and restore my body.
Envisioning Goddess Isis, mother and creator of all. Listener to all prayers. I could swear at 1 point while
gazing into the flame of my white candle that I saw the shape of an ankh. I blinked my eyes to refocus. But it was gone. It was to the right side of the flame. Then, after I got out of my bath I saw a bright small white light. Like a ball of light for a split second.

I'm starting to feel a little better today. Yesterday I sipped on chicken noodle soup and crackers. I was vomiting, no energy, slept, cried, a lot of talking to Isis and Osiris. Envisioning myself surrounded in a white light healing my body mind and soul.I still feel shakey and icky today. I can still feel sickness in my body. But it is less. The nausea isnt nearly as strong. And I'm hot today instead of freezing. lol

I also have a very painful back injury. I've gone to 2 appts with a chiropractor. I so strongly do not believe in this kind of medical treatment. It seems so violent to the body. I do however believe in deep tissue massage therapy but havent been able to get an appt yet to see anyone. I've also gone to see my medical doctor who gave me prescriptions of pain pills. But I hate taking them. So, i'm trying to not take them while i'm at home.
I'm so scared of getting addicted to them, that I don't take them when I need to. But they are so evil!!!

Blessings ~ Raven Sylverwolf